Now i know....

I realize that everyone has a choice. Either you do the right thing or the wrong ones. Heh~I realize that i am not smart enough in life. I made a lot of mistakes...I cant control my anger and ego..I thought that i was better than others...but i am not...i am just a piece of shit...My problems are just nothing compare too what Jesus had suffer in the pass and other Christians that had suffer,tortured and kill just too spread the Gospel. I don't even know how too think..and i call myself a good guy? Yes..being a Christian is not easy. The Bible is the only guidance in our lives and we must know how too look at it. I meant not just by reading the words but the true meaning. If we don't understand the bible how can we understand God? As simple as that. The thing is...am i willing too suffer as much as possible for God just for eternal life in heaven? I pray i could..I just hope i wont fall into Devil Traps anymore..I must be able to think twice before doing something...Devil plays a dangerous game...we cant fall if the word of God is with us. I am still young..i have much too learn.

-PS-I remove my chatbox because of some unknown ppl* write something bad about GOD....and now suddenly a comment from my other post saying there is no GOD.Just too tell you...Then who created you? Once you die...dont regret...dont cry for help in hell because there is no second chance..get too know God now..time is running out as the world is getting much worst..example global warming,earthquakes and more still too come...we will see then~

When the storm rise.

People said,how can you overcome this situation? Well i smile it off while my heart is bleeding in the inside. I hide like like no one else. While i act looking that i am fine. I am not brave enough too do that thing. So call me a coward or a loser because i know if i do it...it wont be a success. My life is like being thrown away. Well i say,screw that! I know some people will think that i'm an idiot,but face the truth. I am not a perfect person. Even people say how good i am. I think i have problems also. Now i am walking a road which is like hell...acting i am OK from the outside but in the inside..is not that simple...i wish i could close my eyes and everything will be fine,but the reality is it will never ever come true. Why? Because shit's happen. Too me if people in my situation right now,who doesnt have the brain too think they will cry,emo lar...but me,everyday a LIFE is taken away..why should i give up and be an asshole crying about this...Yeah this situation is hard...but only the LORD knows what pain,suffering and problems i am in now..Its like being shot right through my freaking heart. Nobody ever understands this feeling. All the hardworks,you think it might be able too help but at the end of the minute..it turn backs and screw you up. Dreaming is useless now,all i can do is i overcome this heavy rain...this journey...LORD i pray too you...please...let me know what is the right thing to do now..

Bleeding Love

I act a fool...i act as an stupid fool...i don't think she knows how much i love her..now it makes me more sick...its like a knife stabbed into my freaking heart...keep on bleeding...what can i do?I am short,not super smart,not handsome looking and no super rich...I guess all i can do is wait...and see what happens...but it hurts even deeper...All i can do..Sleep over it...The more i think the more pain i feel...i hope she truly see who am i in the inside...let the Lord guide me..I can just watch now...I am willingly too accept the pain...maybe just maybe...after the rain there will be rainbow..

Holiday Reviews~

This holiday was 40% of boringness...well seems ok ok lar too me...

Spend 2 days going too Randy house.
1 day of Sudden Attack i meant the whole day.
Go eat Sushi with Ka Fei and Jim
Bowling on Friday....3 hours of bowling ( Pecah my record 123! Although i'm small xD )
Saturday morning Football match then Amazing Race in youth...
Sunday Bowling again~xD
Study less than 5 hours...a week...LOLz!

Nothing interesting...just bit of sadness..bit of enjoyment...

NOW WHAT? SCHOOL REOPENS..GREAT..I CAN WASTE MY LIFE MORE AT THERE...LOL

Study must study...but teacher all not interesting lar..dont do jokes..come in ask us too write notes..say some stuff then byebye..haiz..well that's life...

Petra FC vs Cheras Team. REVIEWS AND RESULTS.

8.30AM Players gathered in church.
8.50AM Off too SRI MELAKA Field
9.20AM Players Reached
9.40AM KICK OFF...
10.35AM Half Time PFC leading by 5-0
11.30AM Game ENDED. PFC won by 7-1

Scores of the match.
Kayson 3 goals
Kenneth 3 goals
Aaron 1 goal

Captain Cyrus was very happy because we did a great job.
Thanks too Kah Chun for organizing the match for PFC.Thumbs up!

COUNTDOWN TOO FOOTBALL MATCH

PETRA FC VS CHERAS TEAM

8HOURS TOO GO.....

SLEEP FIRST....

WILL POST THE RESULTS....

AMEN...MAY THE LORD GIVE US STRENGTH!

Took me 5 hours too write this lyrics.Copyright Aaron Lee

Well you guys know that i fell in love with a girl right? So i got nothing better to do i wrote a song down. Still a bit of cacat..but check it out. It is called. Waiting for this moment~

In my dreams
your kiss has never tasted so real
everyday
i can see your face
it's so clear
this hook was baited
to know you existed
and i hope i was listed
cause i've prayed to have
someone like you in my life
i thank God that He told you

(Chorus)
I've been waiting for this moment
to have you next to me
To dance with
under the moon and the stars
and open sky
we should
dance forever till we can't stand
to stand on our feet
cause we're together and
you're not just in my dreams

Before you
i felt my life was drained dry
broken
like desert sand
where there's no ins or outs
no sustainance, yeah
you're like rushing water
from oceans and seas
refreshing my thirst in the sand
and you see your presence
is evidence God is real
no need to sleep to feel

(Chorus back then ends) No idea left....