Spirit of Fire

Today i learn something....its to never give up even if you lose a battle or a war...The pain which i suffer today was insane...i was in tears...i can't take the pain..i am luck because it dint hit my backbone but my ribs...it was 2 inch away to death...but my group gave a 100%..accident will happen...John don't worry about me.I will get back on my feet and fight.My group has the spirit of fire with them,i believe this year we will make a big impact in church.I always hate making decisions....but i must do it....trials will come...may god watch over me.Protect me and give me strenght that i need. Amen. Hoping tomorrow everyone will give a 100% for practice and make a big impact on 27 of feb.

Decisions

More and more things are coming my way...i guess i am really fked...facing problems lately..many thing are coming so fast...time flies so fast....
- Up coming Olympics
- Monthly Exams
- Reaching my Goals
- And worst come to worst....controlling my emotions and my mind....

Sometimes is not about wining the prize,its about letting people know that something is worth doing.Sometimes if you wait for your goals it will slip away...but if you reach for your goals...it might not turn it the way you wanted in ending in tears...Its hard to not thinking about THE CONCEPT (which is a secret)...but suddenly you think of it...and you just want to laugh it off but you cant...keeps bugging your mind and pushing you...just see what happens when all things come down...I must succeed this time. Praying to God and commit everything to him. I know his watching me,i hope the goals i am reaching won't slip away and ending up heartbroken....I have faith in my goals.In hope i will not fail,i can't risk failing...I have to control my emotions and not to think about (secret).Controlling myself and be a stronger person.I hope people will see the difference in me.Amen

Making a choice

Its hard making choices. Its not easy....Now a lot of things are going in my head...made me think..should i do it or not...not in a negative sense of way but in a positive way...its a choice and one step closer to my goals. Damn..i do hate complicated things...which i can't share...because its will effect some readers...now i felt something weird....its like a concept that keep running inside your mind...either you do it...or don't...if you do it...it might be become bad if you don't do it...it will also become bad...which is two way that leads to death...and you must choose....Been really stress out lately....I have been thinking too much...I am just a kid..should i think that much...damn it...well let's give time...and commit it too God in prayer. Prayer ALWAYS works! If you believe in it and put your trust to GOD. Amen.

Yet another CNY day~

Well today was a bit interesting and boring~Best part~At old town coffee house~My uncle was so darn funny...keep talking about my dad lose his money over majong..rm 60 bucks..all of my family members was laughing like mad people...but its the best moment.I love when everyone laugh together as a family,one of the best thing.Well i eat hor fun mee and drank Old Town Enriched Chocolate at Old Town.My personal Fav is the chocolate~haha~nice le~as you can see from the pic~But before that,Fikry came and have a visit and played call of duty 4 multiplayer.He enjoys it,killing people is fun in the game but in the real life...its crazy...haha..who knows got war or not in the future...scary...TOMORROW BARU SYOK!! Go my Kao Fu house,i know my aunties will force me to gamble...but i will swim tomorrow..coz its a condo!Haha~Relaxing indeed~Well one thing i have to say..*Sometimes there are thing that i could not control...my mind play games with me...i tried to control but i keep doing it...arghh..got lar..its a secret...can't share here..or not kantoi...i hate to control THAT...everyone will do crazy things about it...LOL* Well there's still holiday so enjoy guys!!Can't wait to go back to church!! ROCK AND ROLL~

Second Day of CNY

The Chin family my mother side~Loving this pic!
Me and my smallest cousin
Chilling with my mom at OLD TOWN
The Lee Family
Its the time for celebration yet again~First day was boring..but the second day was more interesting and fun! Eat a lot of foods~Well first destination was at Happy Garden~Second was Puchong~Family dinner~Enjoyed a lot. Talk,chat,gamble..and play with fireworks...My birthday is coming soon...I WISH FOR A NEW GAMING DESKTOP THATS ALL I WANT!! WHOLE SET! But i know..its not possible lol...it wont be a high end one...haiz..Tomorrow plan...err...i think morning lunch and people come to my house. Well we'll just see how it goes. Tune in!!

Chinese New Year EVE and First Day of CNY

First of all~Happy CNY too all of you guys who is celebrating it out there!Its the year of TIGER!We must be fearless and strong to face the trials that come our way!! ROAR!! =.= sounded gay......Anyway kick it off with yesterday new year eve...i go to my mom's brother's house at Puchong,which is my uncle house 2 make it simple...Started off with eating yu sang! one of my fav CNY foods!! Then STEAMBOAT AND PIG!!! MUAHAHAHAH!!! I eat quite a lot...Really enjoyed myself...then later...my AUNTS...calling me...AARON faster come down! Dont play with the computer!Come and Gamble lar!Scare ar?== So what else...7 players on the table...the game is simple...its called 8,9,10...I put my RM 10 on the line...guess what..i win only RM 0.60 cents...PAI SEH!!! Thought i could win a lot...I was wining rm 4 then my LUCK change...lol... 3 times in a roll i got 10...the highest and largest number..3 times in a ROLL...but won 60cents...Now! First day of CNY..Woke up at 12pm...Eat with my dad and mom at home..Mom's Special cooking~Then we did our own things....dad n mom gave my ang pau for sure lar...won't tell you how much~hehehe~Now i am going to play Call of Duty 4 Modern Warfare Multiplayer Online....My dad pulak jamming his guitar in his own guitar room...my mom watching tv...Perfect! So relaxing indeed..Tomorrow only buzy..go many places..target..ang pau...and Foods...hahaaha! Will be updating soon~if i got time~Peace out!!!

ALL HD GAMERS OUT THERE!

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Compare ATI Radeon HD 4870 VS Nvidia GeForce 9800GTX+

Price for HD 4870 = RM 410+
Price for 9800GTX+ = RM 550+

Running on Crysis~1900x1200 Max Resolution 4xAA,8xAA~

HD 4870 wins by 20%!!!!!!

So Nvidia....If they dont come out with a budget gaming graphic cards...I guess its really game over for nvidia!!

BUT~Those who wants to create phyx,gaming characters,texture,designing-ONLY NVIDIA SUPPORTS THAT

6 More Months~ATI IS GOING TO HAVE THE SAME PERFORMANCE AS NVIDIA!! SUPPORTS ALL OF THOSE SPECS!!!

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