Burden of Love...I am suffering...

Word's can't really describe what i am feeling....
I feel so weird...and awkward...
Shit....I really fall in love with her....
Its like i am stuck between a freaking line...
Could not get out of my mind...
Where can you find such a perfect girl...
First sight...First Love....
As a Christian i should control myself....
I just can't say the word's out...
Because my heart is officially with you....
I know i ain't the perfect guy...
I put my trust in GOD now...
Believe.....Love.....Trust....

We are Champion's! Thank the LORD!

I remember after 25th of December which is Christmas. I started to plan for Cheerleading. John always told me,don't let people look you don't just because you are young. John ask me to take the job as Director for Cheerleading. It was my first year taking in charge of this BIG PROJECT. I prayed too God a lot of times. He is always there to guide me. Leading me and leading my group to become Champions. If the Lord was not with me,i won't able to pull out such a great performance and also by the help of my brothers Cyrus,John and Richard. It is not just us,it's the members who drive me and show me the true meaning of power. Each and every one of them are so committed,i thank the lord we have such members. No words can express what my feeling's are. I hope new members like Jun,Tze Khang,Joanne,Bobo,Hui Ling can see what GOD has done. 27th of Feb was HISTORY too me. I was the youngest Director,and my group won. This show's that in God's strength nothing is impossible. Just believe in him. He is always there.

Well on that day i won 100meters and 100meters hurdles,and also leading my group in Futsal too become Champions!!!! Olympics aka Sports SHECHEM GOT FIRST PLACE.

And this is even better all of our hardworks...Cheerleading also GOT FIRST PLACE!!!

OVERALL CHAMPIONS!!! SHECHEM!!! HOOD!!!

Let us continue too BURN and don't let our Fire burn out! AMEN!!

Group SHECHEM CNY Visitation~HOODs!!

Well it was a fun and tiring day. Group Shechem went too John's House first,play some games,eat then next destination was Auntie Joanne house! xD. Sambil makan chit chat lar sikit! Then after CNY visitation go back to youth have our CHEERLEADING PRACTICE LOR! As the youngest director cannot slack one...must be committed one ma! Support the group. God is always with me =).

My birthday~

On 21st Feb~Well its a boring day indeed....before my birthday..i kena IRAQI by few of my youth members...as you can see the picture..LOL! I celebrated with my family at OLD TOWN Coffee House. Well you know lar..all the girls normally will call me uncle...so i do eat like one and talk like one..hahaha!!!! Well biasa lar..makan jer..dapat present dari my GOD SISTER! Thanks ANGIE for the Kingston PenDrive!! Well just a short story to tell...haha!

Spirit of Fire

Today i learn something....its to never give up even if you lose a battle or a war...The pain which i suffer today was insane...i was in tears...i can't take the pain..i am luck because it dint hit my backbone but my ribs...it was 2 inch away to death...but my group gave a 100%..accident will happen...John don't worry about me.I will get back on my feet and fight.My group has the spirit of fire with them,i believe this year we will make a big impact in church.I always hate making decisions....but i must do it....trials will come...may god watch over me.Protect me and give me strenght that i need. Amen. Hoping tomorrow everyone will give a 100% for practice and make a big impact on 27 of feb.

Decisions

More and more things are coming my way...i guess i am really fked...facing problems lately..many thing are coming so fast...time flies so fast....
- Up coming Olympics
- Monthly Exams
- Reaching my Goals
- And worst come to worst....controlling my emotions and my mind....

Sometimes is not about wining the prize,its about letting people know that something is worth doing.Sometimes if you wait for your goals it will slip away...but if you reach for your goals...it might not turn it the way you wanted in ending in tears...Its hard to not thinking about THE CONCEPT (which is a secret)...but suddenly you think of it...and you just want to laugh it off but you cant...keeps bugging your mind and pushing you...just see what happens when all things come down...I must succeed this time. Praying to God and commit everything to him. I know his watching me,i hope the goals i am reaching won't slip away and ending up heartbroken....I have faith in my goals.In hope i will not fail,i can't risk failing...I have to control my emotions and not to think about (secret).Controlling myself and be a stronger person.I hope people will see the difference in me.Amen

Making a choice

Its hard making choices. Its not easy....Now a lot of things are going in my head...made me think..should i do it or not...not in a negative sense of way but in a positive way...its a choice and one step closer to my goals. Damn..i do hate complicated things...which i can't share...because its will effect some readers...now i felt something weird....its like a concept that keep running inside your mind...either you do it...or don't...if you do it...it might be become bad if you don't do it...it will also become bad...which is two way that leads to death...and you must choose....Been really stress out lately....I have been thinking too much...I am just a kid..should i think that much...damn it...well let's give time...and commit it too God in prayer. Prayer ALWAYS works! If you believe in it and put your trust to GOD. Amen.