Tragic News. 24 June 2010.

At 11.05pm on 24 June 2010. I receive a call from my best friend Fikry. I thought for sure he will be asking me about works or games. But is a totally shocking news,he was crying and told me that his father JUST passed away....I was stunned...I could not say anything because his father was such a nice guy and talks to me when i go to Fikry house. Just 2 days ago i saw him and he wave at me with Fikry...and now his gone.I NEVER THOUGHT THAT WAS THE LAST TIME IM GOING TO SEE HIM! Life is truly short and i dint get the chance to talk to him more.Let us pray for Fikry and His father. Although they are malay but i know GOD created us in ONE WAY,and I'm SURE he knows what his doing. Maybe we are different religion,but GOD is ONE. I'm sure one day we can see him back in heaven. We never know what will happen once we die..

To Fikry,bro i know your extremely sad about what just happen,but you got to know how to stand back up and live on.Your father want you to become a successful person in life.No matter in what stage we come through in life you must know how to overcome it.No matter what it takes never say you quit or just fall down.If you continue on like that,you will fail in life.It will 100% take time to recover the PAIN,but bro,even in the hardest time,i will be with you and talk to you.As a friend i will guide you if you need my help.Be strong and pray.

England vs Slovenia

And im back~On 23 of June. My family decided to gather in a restaurant to watch ENGLAND VS SLOVENIA. The game was win or lose it all....means if u lose or draw...you will be kick out of the competition...lose everything..8.40pm off to the place. A lot of people were there. We toke the front table sits. Just brilliant~Started off interesting then boring...I got to comment about the coach of ENGLAND...his strategy for the team is useless...For me,he failed to coach but ENGLAND somehow at the 27 minute..DEFOE scores and ENGLAND is through to the knockout stages. Ended 1-0. Well life goes on happily~God Grace is upon me =) Amen!

What a day ==

EXAMPLE OF THE GOAL
New Table

Dude it aint cool today man....Results were only LITTLE BIT improvement! Only like 5 marks above...50 to 55 only...celaka...BUT! History i pass after 4 times keep failing i succeeded to PASS~Hehehe~

What else? Today PJK football match...it was also aint COOL! I shot a ball over 20 meters range and it was so BEAUTIFUL curling in...but guess what? IT HIT THE BAR! TOP CORNER OF THE BAR! It would be A BRILLIANT GOAL if i really score that...ended the match we losing 3-0...sure la...we only got 9 people they got 15 people...==ll you think is possible to win when theres 8 people in defend field line? I was damn tired after the match...ish...but nevermind i wont lose hope because...School league will be coming up and i'm looking forward to be the next champion. Watch out!

And also i got a new table~Father bought for me =) Check out the pics~ Before and after~ Thats all for today...hoping tomorrow will be even better and get BETTER results! Amen!

From the inside out~

A thousand times I've failed
Still your mercy remains
And should I stumble again
Still I'm caught in your grace

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame

My heart and my soul, I give You control
Consume me from the inside out Lord
Let justice and praise, become my embrace
To love You from the inside out

Your will above all else, my purpose remains
The art of losing myself in bringing you praise

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame

My heart, my soul, Lord I give you control
Consume me from the inside out Lord
Let justice and praise become my embrace
To love You from the inside out

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart is to bring You praise
From the inside out, O my soul cries out

My Soul cries out to You
My Soul cries out to You
to You, to You

My heart, my soul, Lord I give you control
Consume me from the inside out Lord
Let justice and praise become my embrace
To love You from the inside out

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart is to bring You praise
From the inside out, O my soul cries out

-From the inside out- HillSong United =) 

Back to school~

Like usual...nothing much in school...get some rotten test papers...i pass my HISTORY after keep failing for how many exams...well im proud..and i thank god i pass..what a blessing...currently all my results were..okok only la~not yet one fail..but hoping all pass lol~

School macam biasa..assembly-hang out with friends-study..haih~

THERE IS A NEW BOY IN MY CLASS..LOL. Very piau one..but i am who i am~The first one who make him feel like his part of our school xD.

Well~Tomorrow ada football...ini baru SYOK! Well currently thank god for nothing bad happens in school today~AMEN! Trying to become a better person..but i realize i still got a lot of stuff to improve on~

PORTUGAL 7 NORTH KOREA 0

What a blasting match.

IM STILL GONNA SUPPORT ENGLAND ALL THE WAY EVEN IF THEY DRAW,LOSE OR WIN~!

BACK TO PRISON aka SCHOOL

WALAO~POTONG STIM...2 WEEKS OF HOLIDAY GONE..VANISH!!! Ishh!

I dont want to go back to school because of....

Doing the same damn thing over and over again
Facing teachers that hate me because i'm chinese...
Stupid school rules...
and also~i always feel that i'm wasting my bloody time in school...teacher teach all dumb stuff...dude its the 21ST CENTURY! Look at america high school...thats what i call SCHOOL!

How i wish i can turn back the time....can restart CAMP TRANSFORMATION 2010 NO QUARTER AGAIN...can HANG OUT WITH MY BROTHERS IN CHRIST...can SLEEP AT LEAST 10 HOURS...can RELAX AT HOME WITH AIR COND...

But..the reality is? We need to suffer and be stress by our school...dude...that aint right. We are not learning what is LIFE...we are learning to be better in life...NOT LEARNING WHAT IS LIFE.

Stupid education...world is turning worst to worst...natural disaster happening everywhere....Idiots won't wake up from their LIFE CYCLE...it only sleep,work,play,money and die...

What can a man like i do? I just can serve the LORD with all i am. Hoping that christ can change my heart into a better person in life. That's what i pray for. =)

CAMP TRANSFORMATION NO QUARTER! 2010

CAMP TRANSFORMATION NO QUARTER 2010

Reach church around 8.00am.
The Night before Pu Xuan and Wei Quen stay over at my house due to their house is very far from church.So i offer a one night stay over in a 5 star banglow house to them xD. Ended up sleeping at 3am due to playing football game PS2 and Online watching comedy.BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY i have a great fellowship time with my closest brothers =)

Once reach church...i started to realize ALOT OF NEW PEOPLE around~ I started to say hi to them,get to know them. All were friendly and we had our chit chat time around. It was really fun getting to know new people =)

Bus arrived around 9am. Lift off to PERTING VALLEY,BENTONG .Pure awesomeness in the bus. I was joking around,act like a girl dancing nobody by wondergirls. Hey,sometime cheering up people is always the best! I like to cheer people up. Then i start playing guitar and sing a little,chit chat alittle,eat snacks~and sing along with everyone in the bus together. What a great time i had in the bus....xD I starting to miss people like RYAN CHIN,KANE,IVAN,KAR WENG,JOANNE AND MUCH MUCH MORE LA~ but at least this coming saturday which is today morning...i will meet them back again and tell them about my experience

Camp was amazing,we reach that place around 10am plus... The place was awesome! Waterfalls,Nice beds,Good Food, good facilities. =)

Although group SHECHEM dint win all the games but we know in our hearts that we learn something call unity. I believe many people who say they are christian but they cannot do a lot of things in a christian way. How strong are you in the heart for CHRIST? I believe i can give it the best of me to him. In Christ Alone i gain my victory.

This camp is amazing...NOT TO MENTION THE BEST NIGHT OF ALL!!

MEGA PAW NIGHT!! PRAISE AND WORSHIP!! EXTREME SONGS! DANCING,RUNNING AND SCREAMING FOR GOD!! SING OUT TO THE LORD!!! MEGA PAW NIGHT RULES!


All the new comers was shock and stunned!!!! They said is totally amazing!!! Ahhh~What a day....you can just look at my face in some pictures...sing until my spirit all out!!!


This Camp has taught me so many things...words cant explain...experiences that money cannot buy...something in life,you just cannot forget that experience.

I thank the LORD that Xiao JUN learn so much and stayed in my youth. Truly she's one amazing girl! She has the heart for GOD.I was so emotional when she share her testimony during the last day....almost cried...okok..IM NOT GAY...Just EMOTIONAL...==ll

Well..TOO ALL MY FRIENDS OUT THERE!! I TELL YOU! YOU MISS THIS PETRA YOUTH CAMP! ITS LIKE YOU MISS ONE OF THE BEST EXPERIENCE IN YOUR LIFE! SO MANY NEW COMERS ALSO SAY IT IS BRILLIANT! AMAZING! STUNNING! WHAT ABOUT IT???? NEXT YEAR IS YOUR CHANCE! GRAB IT AND TAKE IT!