Monday, March 29, 2010

Now i know....

I realize that everyone has a choice. Either you do the right thing or the wrong ones. Heh~I realize that i am not smart enough in life. I made a lot of mistakes...I cant control my anger and ego..I thought that i was better than others...but i am not...i am just a piece of shit...My problems are just nothing compare too what Jesus had suffer in the pass and other Christians that had suffer,tortured and kill just too spread the Gospel. I don't even know how too think..and i call myself a good guy? Yes..being a Christian is not easy. The Bible is the only guidance in our lives and we must know how too look at it. I meant not just by reading the words but the true meaning. If we don't understand the bible how can we understand God? As simple as that. The thing i willing too suffer as much as possible for God just for eternal life in heaven? I pray i could..I just hope i wont fall into Devil Traps anymore..I must be able to think twice before doing something...Devil plays a dangerous game...we cant fall if the word of God is with us. I am still young..i have much too learn.

-PS-I remove my chatbox because of some unknown ppl* write something bad about GOD....and now suddenly a comment from my other post saying there is no GOD.Just too tell you...Then who created you? Once you die...dont regret...dont cry for help in hell because there is no second chance..get too know God now..time is running out as the world is getting much worst..example global warming,earthquakes and more still too come...we will see then~

Thursday, March 25, 2010

When the storm rise.

People said,how can you overcome this situation? Well i smile it off while my heart is bleeding in the inside. I hide like like no one else. While i act looking that i am fine. I am not brave enough too do that thing. So call me a coward or a loser because i know if i do wont be a success. My life is like being thrown away. Well i say,screw that! I know some people will think that i'm an idiot,but face the truth. I am not a perfect person. Even people say how good i am. I think i have problems also. Now i am walking a road which is like hell...acting i am OK from the outside but in the not that simple...i wish i could close my eyes and everything will be fine,but the reality is it will never ever come true. Why? Because shit's happen. Too me if people in my situation right now,who doesnt have the brain too think they will cry,emo lar...but me,everyday a LIFE is taken away..why should i give up and be an asshole crying about this...Yeah this situation is hard...but only the LORD knows what pain,suffering and problems i am in now..Its like being shot right through my freaking heart. Nobody ever understands this feeling. All the hardworks,you think it might be able too help but at the end of the turn backs and screw you up. Dreaming is useless now,all i can do is i overcome this heavy rain...this journey...LORD i pray too you...please...let me know what is the right thing to do now..

Monday, March 22, 2010

Bleeding Love

I act a fool...i act as an stupid fool...i don't think she knows how much i love it makes me more sick...its like a knife stabbed into my freaking heart...keep on bleeding...what can i do?I am short,not super smart,not handsome looking and no super rich...I guess all i can do is wait...and see what happens...but it hurts even deeper...All i can do..Sleep over it...The more i think the more pain i feel...i hope she truly see who am i in the inside...let the Lord guide me..I can just watch now...I am willingly too accept the pain...maybe just maybe...after the rain there will be rainbow..

Sunday, March 21, 2010

Holiday Reviews~

This holiday was 40% of boringness...well seems ok ok lar too me...

Spend 2 days going too Randy house.
1 day of Sudden Attack i meant the whole day.
Go eat Sushi with Ka Fei and Jim
Bowling on Friday....3 hours of bowling ( Pecah my record 123! Although i'm small xD )
Saturday morning Football match then Amazing Race in youth...
Sunday Bowling again~xD
Study less than 5 hours...a week...LOLz!

Nothing interesting...just bit of sadness..bit of enjoyment...


Study must study...but teacher all not interesting lar..dont do jokes..come in ask us too write notes..say some stuff then byebye..haiz..well that's life...

Petra FC vs Cheras Team. REVIEWS AND RESULTS.

8.30AM Players gathered in church.
8.50AM Off too SRI MELAKA Field
9.20AM Players Reached
9.40AM KICK OFF...
10.35AM Half Time PFC leading by 5-0
11.30AM Game ENDED. PFC won by 7-1

Scores of the match.
Kayson 3 goals
Kenneth 3 goals
Aaron 1 goal

Captain Cyrus was very happy because we did a great job.
Thanks too Kah Chun for organizing the match for PFC.Thumbs up!

Saturday, March 20, 2010







Friday, March 19, 2010

Took me 5 hours too write this lyrics.Copyright Aaron Lee

Well you guys know that i fell in love with a girl right? So i got nothing better to do i wrote a song down. Still a bit of cacat..but check it out. It is called. Waiting for this moment~

In my dreams
your kiss has never tasted so real
i can see your face
it's so clear
this hook was baited
to know you existed
and i hope i was listed
cause i've prayed to have
someone like you in my life
i thank God that He told you

I've been waiting for this moment
to have you next to me
To dance with
under the moon and the stars
and open sky
we should
dance forever till we can't stand
to stand on our feet
cause we're together and
you're not just in my dreams

Before you
i felt my life was drained dry
like desert sand
where there's no ins or outs
no sustainance, yeah
you're like rushing water
from oceans and seas
refreshing my thirst in the sand
and you see your presence
is evidence God is real
no need to sleep to feel

(Chorus back then ends) No idea left....

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Loving the holiday

Yesterday was awesome! I went out with my brotherhood gang again~ We had lunch at mamak and Cyrus fetch us too Pandan Lake Club there too play bowling! Woots~ At last i break my record!! First game-88- Second Game -79- Third Game -123-(Highest Score in my Life-5times Spare! woots ). Then John Lian,Wen Cheong,Primy,Iris and KC came and join. They played at other lanes,while me,Pu Xuan,Jian Zhou and Kar Weng played on other lanes as well. After bowling,John took us too makan~lolx~We ate Bak Ku Teh!! Very Full...Then go back lor...again sitting down and online...

Today pulak go sushi king with Ka Fei and Jim. Well....i one guy eat over rm 35....-.-ll yeah i am quite insane when it comes too japanese foods...Love it man....well it was fun chatting and laughing. Well hoping WEDNESDAY will be better because going out with friends too Time Square and Pavi!!
Watch Alice in the Wonderland...girls Suggestion..ikut jer lar~xD looking forward too Bowling! Addicted lioa! xD

Tune in too next time~PS:Yeah she's always on my mind~controlling love is very hard~you will know one day...=) Peace!

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Celebrate~Holiday~Exam Over~Woots~

After days of late night studies,it all came too and last!! No need too study so hard...Can relax!!

Plan's for holiday
-Watch Movie
-Eat Sushi
-Hang out with friends

Now hoping i don't fail my History...=.=ll but i know Ieverytime in school exam sure fail...major exam pass one...xD hahahaha!!

Tomorrow group SHECHEM will be having song presentation!! Woots!!

Tune in for more and.....

My gang went into a fight because of a guy disrespect my know lar high school....i just stop them from fighting..but if the guy kacau me...habis la dia...xD hahaha!!

Friday, March 5, 2010

People who let me see what is true friendship

Life has been really rough when i was 13. I barely listen's too my parents,do thing's the way i wanted,don't do my studies and just laze around almost everyday.
It was the beginning of a new era. When i meet some of the most trusted people and change me. It was people like.............
-John Lian-He will do his best too encouraged his members and hoping they could change.Organizing trips,stay overs and help his members to become a better person.
-Jia Xhen-He accepted Christ after 3 days in Camp Transformation and being active in Petra Youth.Showing his love for God and always be there for someone.Truly his a faithful person towards GOD.
-Joey Chan-Silent guy yet a genius who does not show anger,hatred and frustration.Patient guy who always help members in a silent way,his a brother who will do his best too make other people to know more about GOD. Helping members in studies and much more.Truly he is the person that i trust most.
And many more like Kar Weng,Boon Loong,KC,Jian Zhou,Wei Quan and Pu Xuan.

People who always there too help me in my troubles times. If it wasnt them,i maybe waking in the wrong road.People who never back's away.

Salute you guys. Hoping this year we can know more about God's Words

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Two is better than one~

Such a fool am i to dream to be with her...Love this song....

I remember what you wore on the first day (I truly remember)
You came into my life and I thought ( Stupid Dream of Mine )
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say ( Damn True...)
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face (Falling in love...)
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing ( Really hard to breath...)
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

Back to Stress Mode.

Exam coming closer...i am 50% prepared for the battle....been very busy lately ma...for cheerleading...i am willingly to give up my time for GOD. He is more important. Some people will think i am stupid....but wait till you see the glory of God. He is REAL! Hoping all my results are PASS...Mainly at least 2 A above lar..I tak mahu banyak banyak...normal cukup...xD~

Monday, March 1, 2010

Burden of Love...I am suffering...

Word's can't really describe what i am feeling....
I feel so weird...and awkward...
Shit....I really fall in love with her....
Its like i am stuck between a freaking line...
Could not get out of my mind...
Where can you find such a perfect girl...
First sight...First Love....
As a Christian i should control myself....
I just can't say the word's out...
Because my heart is officially with you....
I know i ain't the perfect guy...
I put my trust in GOD now...

We are Champion's! Thank the LORD!

I remember after 25th of December which is Christmas. I started to plan for Cheerleading. John always told me,don't let people look you don't just because you are young. John ask me to take the job as Director for Cheerleading. It was my first year taking in charge of this BIG PROJECT. I prayed too God a lot of times. He is always there to guide me. Leading me and leading my group to become Champions. If the Lord was not with me,i won't able to pull out such a great performance and also by the help of my brothers Cyrus,John and Richard. It is not just us,it's the members who drive me and show me the true meaning of power. Each and every one of them are so committed,i thank the lord we have such members. No words can express what my feeling's are. I hope new members like Jun,Tze Khang,Joanne,Bobo,Hui Ling can see what GOD has done. 27th of Feb was HISTORY too me. I was the youngest Director,and my group won. This show's that in God's strength nothing is impossible. Just believe in him. He is always there.

Well on that day i won 100meters and 100meters hurdles,and also leading my group in Futsal too become Champions!!!! Olympics aka Sports SHECHEM GOT FIRST PLACE.

And this is even better all of our hardworks...Cheerleading also GOT FIRST PLACE!!!


Let us continue too BURN and don't let our Fire burn out! AMEN!!

Group SHECHEM CNY Visitation~HOODs!!

Well it was a fun and tiring day. Group Shechem went too John's House first,play some games,eat then next destination was Auntie Joanne house! xD. Sambil makan chit chat lar sikit! Then after CNY visitation go back to youth have our CHEERLEADING PRACTICE LOR! As the youngest director cannot slack one...must be committed one ma! Support the group. God is always with me =).

My birthday~

On 21st Feb~Well its a boring day indeed....before my birthday..i kena IRAQI by few of my youth you can see the picture..LOL! I celebrated with my family at OLD TOWN Coffee House. Well you know lar..all the girls normally will call me i do eat like one and talk like one..hahaha!!!! Well biasa lar..makan jer..dapat present dari my GOD SISTER! Thanks ANGIE for the Kingston PenDrive!! Well just a short story to tell...haha!