Heart Burden~

For you I'd write a symphony
I'd tell the violins
It's time to sink or swim
March and play for ya

For you I'd be
Running a thousand miles
Just get to where you are
Step to the beat of my heart

I don't need a whole lot
But for you I need I'd
Rather give you the world
Or we can share mine

I know I won't be the first one
giving you all this attention
Baby, listen

I just need somebody to love
I-I don't need too much
Just somebody to love
Somebody to love
I don't need nothing else
I promise girl, I swear
I just need somebody to love

I wish she was mine~

Being in love is totally not easy....makes your heart feel damn burden.
She makes me smile =)
She makes me sing
She makes me dance like a fool
She makes my day brighter

How you ever wish you really want to be with the one you love. That is just beautiful..but love is about understanding,faith,hope and caring. Saying might be easy but you must be with her everyday. I want to be with her..i guess i can only dream. Well i'll wait~ I'll be faithful

Screw Fabio Capello...and a tiring day

England has been destroy by Germany.....It was a brilliant game.One gang of people from church all gather together at mamak and watch. We enjoyed the match but im disappointed as you know i support ENGLAND!!!!! Celaka...FREAKING EMO RIGHT NOW! GONE...It feels worst than failing all subjects man...seriously....IT SUCKS! Watching you own team go down..

Today...BIBLE MID TERM EXAM lor~
Can do lor~
Then makan Subway and Sushi lor~
Thanks ar,peitze,celine,primy,yvonne,ernest,leechoo and jenny teman me and makan ar~xD

Actually before going for lunch. Me,Michael and Ernest was playing a board game. Very interesting...got my attention...It was quite hard but i manage to win Michael which is one of the best mind game player....Ernest was first i was second. The board game objective is to conquer as much LAND as possible and gain more money. That's how you win the game. Cost around rm 200 + Ernest said.Enjoying~Hoping to play if some other time

After lunch le...i when back church...supposing to eat...BUT you know...I went out to the football field....

AND IT WAS... MALAYSIA vs BANGLADESH.
I was invited to be their WINGER. So i played....Bangladesh ppl was double my size..taller than me...stronger...but...They lost to us 5-0. I managed to score the LAST GOAL...Only chinese fella in there...So uncomfortable...feels weird...all Malay and 2 indian...one cina fella...small small size somemore. Well at least WE KIDS! Won against age 25 above one! AHAHAHA! PROUD =P

Well that is what i did.....Still emoing....lolz.England....haih...Now turn to ARGENTINA~xD

Bang some idea inside my head and wrote it down!

Some rap lyrics just bang inside my head...well just dedicate to that someone*

Yeah i'm sixteen,
And i thought that you be mine,
I use to twit you and text you and call you and chat you on facebook all the time,
But now your gone,
So far along that i cant even find you,
You know that feeling where you leave your lover whose right behind you,
Cant believe he treat you wrong,
Share with me baby all night long,
Call me right now girl i'll save you this song,
She was wrong,
I am GONE!
I thought i love her,
Coz nobody else was higher above her,
Yeah she was my lover,
And now i rap this song just for HER!

Smile girl,Smile girl,Smile girl ohh~
I say =) girl =) girl =) girl ohh~
I say =) girl =) girl =) girl ohh~
Leave everything back behind!

What's wrong with me?

I been missing someone* off and on...dreaming of that someone* also....Its making me scary but i kinda like it. == lol~ I'm guessing i still cant let it go.....Ya it kills in the inside lil by lil....but..HEI! I'm Aaron Lee Whey Jeen~I aint gonna be shot down like some animal....I'm a soldier that never quits. Keep on fighting even when your down.It only takes Faith,Hope and Love to make it change in God's Name! Well you know me~I will be always the same guy...Jokes around,talks about football 24/7,laugh always,falling asleep like usual~ That's me right? ahahahaha~

Yeap although falling in love with somebody might makes your heart be a burden..but what right? Go to be strong and continue on the battles in LIFE MAN!Today as usual~YOUTH~CAMP REUNION~AWESOME!!

WHO GET FIRST PLACE AGAIN IN EXTREME DOGDEBALL? GROUP??? SHECHEM la! We FIGHT ALL OUT IN OUR HEARTS! USING ALL STRENGTH AND ABILITY TO WIN FOR OUR GROUP! THERE IS NOT QUITING~

Well had a great time with church mates today...Non to meantion Iris Chong Kar Yan and Primy fight in the car like wild cats...Trying to relax...shouting,screaming...zzzzz...Crazy betul..==

Hoping tomorrow will be a BRIGHTER day! Planning after church go for movie or bowling gua~ xD

PS- Pei Tze...don't worry about that stupid fella la! That stupid thing will bring you down? then i need to laugh at you lor! Cheer Up SIS! XD!

FIFA disappointment

On 25th of June...Portugal vs Brazil match was on. 10pm. Ka Fei and Me decided to watch at McDonalds...but it was FULL!...so go mamak....zai tau...potong stim! Then sit down order couple of drinks...the match begins...after it end...i was cursing really hard on both team...you know why? Play like shit! Dont attack...No COCK to ATTACK! FOOTBALL IS ABOUT SCORING THE GOAL! ENDED 0-0..WASTED MY BLOODY 90 minutes! ZAI AR!!!! DISAPPOINTED AND WHAT? KOREA LOSE...== MAN DISAPPOINTING BETUL LA! TOMORROW WILL BE GERMANY VS ENGLAND! IF ENGLAND LOSE...I WILL BE EMOING FOR THE NEXT 1 MONTH.....better dont disappoint me again man....pissing off....lolz...

Tragic News. 24 June 2010.

At 11.05pm on 24 June 2010. I receive a call from my best friend Fikry. I thought for sure he will be asking me about works or games. But is a totally shocking news,he was crying and told me that his father JUST passed away....I was stunned...I could not say anything because his father was such a nice guy and talks to me when i go to Fikry house. Just 2 days ago i saw him and he wave at me with Fikry...and now his gone.I NEVER THOUGHT THAT WAS THE LAST TIME IM GOING TO SEE HIM! Life is truly short and i dint get the chance to talk to him more.Let us pray for Fikry and His father. Although they are malay but i know GOD created us in ONE WAY,and I'm SURE he knows what his doing. Maybe we are different religion,but GOD is ONE. I'm sure one day we can see him back in heaven. We never know what will happen once we die..

To Fikry,bro i know your extremely sad about what just happen,but you got to know how to stand back up and live on.Your father want you to become a successful person in life.No matter in what stage we come through in life you must know how to overcome it.No matter what it takes never say you quit or just fall down.If you continue on like that,you will fail in life.It will 100% take time to recover the PAIN,but bro,even in the hardest time,i will be with you and talk to you.As a friend i will guide you if you need my help.Be strong and pray.

England vs Slovenia

And im back~On 23 of June. My family decided to gather in a restaurant to watch ENGLAND VS SLOVENIA. The game was win or lose it all....means if u lose or draw...you will be kick out of the competition...lose everything..8.40pm off to the place. A lot of people were there. We toke the front table sits. Just brilliant~Started off interesting then boring...I got to comment about the coach of ENGLAND...his strategy for the team is useless...For me,he failed to coach but ENGLAND somehow at the 27 minute..DEFOE scores and ENGLAND is through to the knockout stages. Ended 1-0. Well life goes on happily~God Grace is upon me =) Amen!

What a day ==

EXAMPLE OF THE GOAL
New Table

Dude it aint cool today man....Results were only LITTLE BIT improvement! Only like 5 marks above...50 to 55 only...celaka...BUT! History i pass after 4 times keep failing i succeeded to PASS~Hehehe~

What else? Today PJK football match...it was also aint COOL! I shot a ball over 20 meters range and it was so BEAUTIFUL curling in...but guess what? IT HIT THE BAR! TOP CORNER OF THE BAR! It would be A BRILLIANT GOAL if i really score that...ended the match we losing 3-0...sure la...we only got 9 people they got 15 people...==ll you think is possible to win when theres 8 people in defend field line? I was damn tired after the match...ish...but nevermind i wont lose hope because...School league will be coming up and i'm looking forward to be the next champion. Watch out!

And also i got a new table~Father bought for me =) Check out the pics~ Before and after~ Thats all for today...hoping tomorrow will be even better and get BETTER results! Amen!

From the inside out~

A thousand times I've failed
Still your mercy remains
And should I stumble again
Still I'm caught in your grace

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame

My heart and my soul, I give You control
Consume me from the inside out Lord
Let justice and praise, become my embrace
To love You from the inside out

Your will above all else, my purpose remains
The art of losing myself in bringing you praise

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame

My heart, my soul, Lord I give you control
Consume me from the inside out Lord
Let justice and praise become my embrace
To love You from the inside out

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart is to bring You praise
From the inside out, O my soul cries out

My Soul cries out to You
My Soul cries out to You
to You, to You

My heart, my soul, Lord I give you control
Consume me from the inside out Lord
Let justice and praise become my embrace
To love You from the inside out

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart is to bring You praise
From the inside out, O my soul cries out

-From the inside out- HillSong United =) 

Back to school~

Like usual...nothing much in school...get some rotten test papers...i pass my HISTORY after keep failing for how many exams...well im proud..and i thank god i pass..what a blessing...currently all my results were..okok only la~not yet one fail..but hoping all pass lol~

School macam biasa..assembly-hang out with friends-study..haih~

THERE IS A NEW BOY IN MY CLASS..LOL. Very piau one..but i am who i am~The first one who make him feel like his part of our school xD.

Well~Tomorrow ada football...ini baru SYOK! Well currently thank god for nothing bad happens in school today~AMEN! Trying to become a better person..but i realize i still got a lot of stuff to improve on~

PORTUGAL 7 NORTH KOREA 0

What a blasting match.

IM STILL GONNA SUPPORT ENGLAND ALL THE WAY EVEN IF THEY DRAW,LOSE OR WIN~!

BACK TO PRISON aka SCHOOL

WALAO~POTONG STIM...2 WEEKS OF HOLIDAY GONE..VANISH!!! Ishh!

I dont want to go back to school because of....

Doing the same damn thing over and over again
Facing teachers that hate me because i'm chinese...
Stupid school rules...
and also~i always feel that i'm wasting my bloody time in school...teacher teach all dumb stuff...dude its the 21ST CENTURY! Look at america high school...thats what i call SCHOOL!

How i wish i can turn back the time....can restart CAMP TRANSFORMATION 2010 NO QUARTER AGAIN...can HANG OUT WITH MY BROTHERS IN CHRIST...can SLEEP AT LEAST 10 HOURS...can RELAX AT HOME WITH AIR COND...

But..the reality is? We need to suffer and be stress by our school...dude...that aint right. We are not learning what is LIFE...we are learning to be better in life...NOT LEARNING WHAT IS LIFE.

Stupid education...world is turning worst to worst...natural disaster happening everywhere....Idiots won't wake up from their LIFE CYCLE...it only sleep,work,play,money and die...

What can a man like i do? I just can serve the LORD with all i am. Hoping that christ can change my heart into a better person in life. That's what i pray for. =)

CAMP TRANSFORMATION NO QUARTER! 2010

CAMP TRANSFORMATION NO QUARTER 2010

Reach church around 8.00am.
The Night before Pu Xuan and Wei Quen stay over at my house due to their house is very far from church.So i offer a one night stay over in a 5 star banglow house to them xD. Ended up sleeping at 3am due to playing football game PS2 and Online watching comedy.BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY i have a great fellowship time with my closest brothers =)

Once reach church...i started to realize ALOT OF NEW PEOPLE around~ I started to say hi to them,get to know them. All were friendly and we had our chit chat time around. It was really fun getting to know new people =)

Bus arrived around 9am. Lift off to PERTING VALLEY,BENTONG .Pure awesomeness in the bus. I was joking around,act like a girl dancing nobody by wondergirls. Hey,sometime cheering up people is always the best! I like to cheer people up. Then i start playing guitar and sing a little,chit chat alittle,eat snacks~and sing along with everyone in the bus together. What a great time i had in the bus....xD I starting to miss people like RYAN CHIN,KANE,IVAN,KAR WENG,JOANNE AND MUCH MUCH MORE LA~ but at least this coming saturday which is today morning...i will meet them back again and tell them about my experience

Camp was amazing,we reach that place around 10am plus... The place was awesome! Waterfalls,Nice beds,Good Food, good facilities. =)

Although group SHECHEM dint win all the games but we know in our hearts that we learn something call unity. I believe many people who say they are christian but they cannot do a lot of things in a christian way. How strong are you in the heart for CHRIST? I believe i can give it the best of me to him. In Christ Alone i gain my victory.

This camp is amazing...NOT TO MENTION THE BEST NIGHT OF ALL!!

MEGA PAW NIGHT!! PRAISE AND WORSHIP!! EXTREME SONGS! DANCING,RUNNING AND SCREAMING FOR GOD!! SING OUT TO THE LORD!!! MEGA PAW NIGHT RULES!


All the new comers was shock and stunned!!!! They said is totally amazing!!! Ahhh~What a day....you can just look at my face in some pictures...sing until my spirit all out!!!


This Camp has taught me so many things...words cant explain...experiences that money cannot buy...something in life,you just cannot forget that experience.

I thank the LORD that Xiao JUN learn so much and stayed in my youth. Truly she's one amazing girl! She has the heart for GOD.I was so emotional when she share her testimony during the last day....almost cried...okok..IM NOT GAY...Just EMOTIONAL...==ll

Well..TOO ALL MY FRIENDS OUT THERE!! I TELL YOU! YOU MISS THIS PETRA YOUTH CAMP! ITS LIKE YOU MISS ONE OF THE BEST EXPERIENCE IN YOUR LIFE! SO MANY NEW COMERS ALSO SAY IT IS BRILLIANT! AMAZING! STUNNING! WHAT ABOUT IT???? NEXT YEAR IS YOUR CHANCE! GRAB IT AND TAKE IT!

Sneak Peaks 2

Misses camp a lot.....haih....5 days so fast past...so many memories and so many new friends....miss them so so much...quite talking straight to the point! Here are some pics~A lot of ppl haven upload everything up so slowly ya.... xD

Sneak Peaks in Camp!

Here are one of a memorable picture of group Shechem together in CAMP! Pictures will be uploaded when kok yeong,louis and pei tze finish uploading everything. Here are lil bit of sneak peaks of some pics!!

BACK FROM CAMP TRANSFORMATION!

I AM BACK FROM CAMP TRANSFORMATION 2010 NO QUARTER!!!

11 of June,9.30am travel by bus to PERTING VALLEY BENTONG.

Reach around 10.40am - 11.20am

Started to play some games-got more than 30 new friends and first time campers-more than 130 ppl were there.

First night was the game CARRY YOUR CANDLE.

Game started in pitch darkness around the whole camp site which is around 40 acres. Extreme big and we need to find clues...those candle who had died (means no more fire) will be taken to a place...the toilet for torture(i dont feel like explaining..coz i was one of it who was being torture...let say...half naked...and being tortured in a suffering way...).

Now my group Shechem was in 3rd place...which is lucky because whoever is the last place...they will have to spend a night at the hall to sleep...while winners...sleep in the dorm...how lucky we are? hahaha xD

Anyway...i will tell you guys more. Soon photos will be up and i will tell you everything about this camp experience. It is one of the best camp i ever attended to. =)

Glory to England!!!

Yeah...you know what im thinking? You feel me? Im talking about non other than FIFA WORLD CUP 2010 SOUTH AFRICA! Im supporting ENGLAND all the way. Theo Walcott was not in the england team..that makes? Aaron Lee...AHEM..sry...Aaron Lennon taking the glory number 7 jersey and making him into the FIRST 11 players!! WHOO HOO!! What else? Nani had an collarbone injury and wont make it to national team...kesian that fella..his a pure talented player...i was supporting him...but now..his dreams are shattered...you know how that feels? If i...i might kill myself....cry non stop...the world is waiting for him to play..now..haiz...

Get back to the brighter side! Lennon is playing on right wing while left wing is Wrights-Philips. Both consider one of the FASTEST player on whole england. Lennon is FASTEST,Philips is on the top 5 list. Im putting my money and hopes on ENGLAND this year. Spain also is a tough team to take a beating but im hoping that Rooney will able to help England to get this year world cup championship.

Well...THE FOOTBALL FEVER IS BACK! GLORY TO ENGLAND!!

8th of JUNE~ SKYTREX

Last minute plan...Jun invited me to this...Cyrus,Michael and Celine was going too..it was SKYTREX EXTREME PARK. At first i dont know what is it..so i google it out and i saw it is really interesting so i decided to go...although it is one bunch of ppl that i dont know...RM 60 Food,Drinks,The Park,Bus far. Consider damn cheap for such a bloody nice experience. It was like 30 meters high ( 8 stories i think...) and flew down with flyingfox. Dangerous platforms hanging in one rope,blocks and much much more. It was always that height! So its pretty scary but its ok for me coz im not afraid of heights!!!! haha~ xD I meet a lot of new ppl and chat with them. All of them are very friendly and nice!! Im the youngest of all there...all of them were like 18 and 19...I was like...erm..ok...shortest and youngest...makes me feels like a KID! lolz!!! But it was a memorable experience and they say they are planning a camp on SEPTEMBER! I would really want to join them if i got chance =) . Awesome!!! Total Awesome!!!

PS - eat dinner after skytrex at pandan indah quans cafe...suddenly BUMP into Wing Yee~ LOL! AHAHAHA!! I was stunned....feeling? Shocked..Stunned...Owned...Lol...

Thats all folks~! Keep on rollin~

Holiday PLANS BABY~

7th of June - Randy Siew's house,watched Paranormal Activity and play Assassin Creed 2 -
8th of June - SKYTREX EXTREME PARK - Meet a lot of new friends!!! - AWESOMENESS -
9th of June - Buy sports wear and one long sleeve shirt for my CosPlay in Camp -
10th of June - Pack stuff for camp transformation,tuition == and wait for pu xuan and wei quan come my house to overnight -

11th - 15th of June - CAMP TRANSFORMATION 2010 NO QUARTER!!!!!!

16th of June - REST AFTER CAMP,maybe go out with someone or friends gua...date me pls xD -
17th of June - Football with my team,as a captain...is always stressful,babi..tuition lagi,then yam cha at night? Anyone? xD NOT TO FORGET FIFA WORLD CUP 2010...WHOO HOO
18th of June - FREE DAY PLEASE DATE ME OUT!!! XD at night world cup whoo hoo~
19th of June - Err....youth gua...still not sure...
20th of June - Sunday Worship at church then go out with church members gua,movies? -

21th of June - BACK TO PRISON~But get to lepak with my indian and malay friends!! AHA!!! not too mention the results...errr...LOL-

Sry~Updates~Recent Life~

ITS LIKE A 100 Stuff that i want to share but i will make it super short~Sorry for the late
updates..

-Exam's over ( alot of people curi see answer...i also one of them...pfff )
-Life's been very good
-ALL THE SADNESS CURRENTLY OVER FOR ME
-Learn what is the right thing to do
-face public humiliation to overcome my problems
-very stress before exam
-now waiting for my results....after holiday...

kk back to where i came from..next post~