Bleeding Love

I act a fool...i act as an stupid fool...i don't think she knows how much i love her..now it makes me more sick...its like a knife stabbed into my freaking heart...keep on bleeding...what can i do?I am short,not super smart,not handsome looking and no super rich...I guess all i can do is wait...and see what happens...but it hurts even deeper...All i can do..Sleep over it...The more i think the more pain i feel...i hope she truly see who am i in the inside...let the Lord guide me..I can just watch now...I am willingly too accept the pain...maybe just maybe...after the rain there will be rainbow..